Today was alright i guess. School was laid back because we pretty much did nothing in all my classes. I love that we had a sub for chorus. That class is so annoying. I love singing but the work is tedious and it’s just blahh. After school i had volleyball practice. I got some good passes in the drills, but it wasn’t the best day. I try not to get so down on myself, but it’s tough making the same mistakes and you’re trying not to. I know my skill level isn’t as high as the other girls, but i try my best and work hard to be better. I hate running. The 10 sucides we had to do today weren’t that bad, but i just couldn’t breathe afterwards. It was painful and I felt like I had no oxygen left in my body. I think I need to go to the doctor. I WILL GO TO THE DOCTOR. This has just been an unlucky month for me. This month i’ve experienced chest pains, pains in my stomach, pains on my side, shortness of breath and to top that all off, i’m getting these allergic reactions to something that I have no idea what’s causing it. Don’t worry I’m not dying. Anyways, it was also a bummer listening to coach telling us how bad our season was this year. We definitely tried, and even though we lost most of our games, most of them were great matches that were super close. I’m definitely considering doing club this year. I really want to make varsity next year so I need some training during the off season. i guess we’ll just see what happens in a couple of weeks.
October 2010
40 posts
September 2010
13 posts
jk but I’m soooo freaking itchy, and it feels like i have chicken pox. (I had chicken pox when i was 8) grrrr… FML.
I really don’t like sundays. It’s the feeling that I have school the next day that makes me hate it so much :/
She is the sister that i never had. We just have so many things in common; we play volleyball (how we met), we love the same music, we watch the same shows, we’re completely random, and we’re filipino! I am currently talking to her on the phone and we always have something to say to each other. We have many similarities, but we also have sooo many differences, and that’s what i love about her! If i say one word to her about something, she’ll know what i’m talking about. (gabbie, if you’re reading this reference to purple, gumdrop, and lemondrop) hehehe ANYWAAAYS, i’m so glad that we met at volleyball tryouts freshmen year. I can imagine us senior year reminiscing on how weird and crazy we were haha,but that’s thinking too far ahead.
Here are some of the great/worst/funny memories we share:
- sleeping over twice in a row on a school week.
- being 28 minutes late for a volleyball tournament (because you slept over and we slept at like 2 in the morning)
- our crazy dances
- making tshirts together
- coming up with stupid but cool sayings (SMM :)
- coming up with nicknames for each other (gumdrop, lemondrop, cheesepuff, cupcake, gaybeee, DOBY! haha)
- and sooooo much more but you told me to hurry up on this post so that’s all for now )
I LOVE YOU <3 I hope we become the greatest of friends in high school and in life in general!
This morning i woke up and felt horrible and sick still, but after lunch i was actually starting to feel better. i think i still need to go to the doctor’s though because i have this horrible pain on my side. I’ve had this pain before, but today at practice it got slightly worse. At one point I just couldn’t stand it and needed to sit down and rest it off for a bit. On the bright side I think i might have the opportunity to play at my volleyball game tomorrow. I wish coach would play the people on the bench because they work so hard and the things that they mess up on, they try to fix so they can earn their playing time. I have so much respect for them because they come to every practice ready to play and try to be as optimistic as they can. i love them. i wish there was something i could do.
sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, and exhausted. i feel like dying, like literally. i have pains in my stomach and it’s so freaking hard to say awake. i thought i would feel better today, but i woke up with a stuffed up nose, sore throat, and i felt like passing out. My eyes are so watery and i want to sleeeeeep. I tried to hide how i was feeling today at volleyball today because i really want to prove myself to coach. i’m a little disappointed that i won’t be playing front row anymore but i’m just grateful that i have an opportunity to play now because she’s letting me play defense. blah i feel like shit. kill me now. the worst part is….its only monday… :(
took a nap.. now even more sick. GREAT :(
ah i haven’t posted anything in months. craaazy. im totally distracted at the moment and being very unproductive. oh well the hw is finished…..for tomorrow at least. i need sleep. i’m currently running on 4 hours of sleep. being sick, sleepy, and tired isn’t a great combination while reading a very boring book and taking notes.
